Showing posts with label frustration. Show all posts
Showing posts with label frustration. Show all posts

My Dysfunctions: Writing Papers

I am having one of those days where writing for class is not taking shape. I have a report due in the morning on a lecture that I attended this past Thursday and my mid-term for another class due by midnight tomorrow. I don't know what is wrong with me and why I can not focus, but somehow in the next 3 or 4 hours I have got to make that happen. I am giving blogging a go of it in hopes that if I start typing something, the mind will start flowing better and I can get down to business. For now, I am lost and distracted.

Sorting It All Out

ARGH!--yes, an interjection fits my feelings well. I don't know where I am going to live come April 30th. I don't know when I am going to start school. I don't know if I should be looking for jobs for now or if I need to hold off for something in May.

I have a lot of questions and very little answers. Very frustrating. At least I have gotten past the depression aspect of this frustration and can feel more productive. But, to what end do I produce. Do I pack up everything, move to Salisbury even if it is to live alone? For the benefit of going to school sooner than later or do I take the risk of staying here with the hope of bartending in the near future, pick up a steady income and start school when I feel like I can afford it.

I do know that I have to do something and I hope that everything will sort itself out when I travel to Salisbury next Monday. I am not totally confident that it will, however.

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